I feel like running away from everything

Sometimes we get so furious over things..
Despite its small or big,we throw our temper..


He is the weirdest guy i've ever known & he's also got the weirdest way to make someone realise and the best advice from the bad situations..
He pops out something like 'wow,you're really having a bad time,having so much troubles,so much to think'..
I was spreading my words with temper all over his face without noticing it..
But when he pops that verse,he really make me felt bad..
He made me feel like im someone who can keep his troubles to himself and every little single thing that i don't like, i just voice it out like i' m some kind of nuisance...
Maybe to others it may seem that its a simple verse or maybe that i'm thinking too much..
But for me just something so simple means so much to me..


I'm left with so many question and a very unsatisfied heart..
Am i a person who cant handle my own problem??
Will i ever learn how to shut up that action speaks louder than words??..
I wanna walk the walk and not talk the walk..
I wanna be someone who is wise but i tend to spill whatever i know..
Maybe im not a responsible person..
I'm not responsible to make myself to be more mature..
Maybe im not learning enough..
What am i doing nowadays??
Am i spending my time living it worth or am i just stuck in the same spot??
Who am i??..
Will i ever be part of peoples who move mountains with just a word??
Or am i a burden to the society??
A simple verse made me think so much..
Maybe a little too much..
But i like his advise..

"I would prefer to tell me where im weak so i can learn and keep pushing forward ahead of life"

Anyway i owe him a big thanks,thanks Dad..
Although i don't really like u but somehow u make me realise something..





I Miss You...Dad









Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 10:33am

♥ DIYANA YURIKA !!

♥


♥


♥


♥

Evil Tebuan =/

An evil tebuan have sting my baby rian 2 days ago
It sting him between his thumb and his 2nd finger
but my baby is getting better now
I hope he will get better
I love you sayang
jahat gila that tebuan
luckily i x da kat sana if not siap laa dat tebuan
haish
Sayang,get well soon okay?

It's been how many weeks sayang since we last skyped?
It feels like ages to me
Although the internet connection wasn't like how we wanted it to be but yet
hearing his sweet voice never fail to make me smile
I bet u don't know that huh baby =P
yes i know we dpt ckp like 4 minutes max laa
saying hello hello to each other non stop
but it's okay
Rian never gives up calling and calling me when the call drops
this is one of the many reasons why i'm soo in love with him
he never gives up
no matter how hard,how stressful things get he never gives up
really can't wait to go home!!
Nak balik!!
Because that's the only time i get to spend my time with him
I can have him as long as i want to
that's the best part of going home

I love you sayang for every little thing you do for me

Trying My Best

Sayang,I'm trying my best to be what u want me to be

i love you sayang
i really do
trust me on this aite?
you're the only one for me and there is no single person that can ever replace you in my life because you are a part of me now

we do go through fights and arguments n bla bla bla but still
my love towards you will never fade sayang
this i promise you

sayang i really miss you and yes again i love you soo damn much

Yours Truly,Yurika

i don't think I'm in a good mood right now..i cant even control my temper..
totally SHIT!
i hate being alone..i don't even wanna be alone..cos i hate loneliness SO damn much!

#**#*

Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 6:18PM

Growing old with you =)

Baby,i teringat balik masa we promised each other that we would grow old together

You would be holding a tongkat wherever u go while i would be on a wheelchair

hehehehhe =)

You would be pushing me here and there...i bet we will have loads of fun rite baby?

Baby i wanna grow old with u

i'm not afraid of getting old as long as im with u sayang =)

I Love You

Yours Truly,Yurika

Exams!! =/

Damn it's that time of semester again
the time where we will be extra busy
coping up with our drawings,our studies,our designs
Design,Architectural Science,Building Construction,Intro to Structures,Mandarin
Many assignments to submit by next week
oh my god
I don't even have any idea what the hell am i going to do for my design
okay this really sucks
i know

Note to self:
Okay Yurika,u have to do ur best...just do your very best..after all this u will be safe and sound at home
finally
okay?So don't u ever give up..

Yours Truly,Yurika

How can i live without u by my side?
What am i supposed to do without u by my side?
I miss everything about u
ur sweetness,ur love,ur tenderness,ur smile,ur laugh
everything
i'll die without u by my side
ur always there to support me but now
ur not there anymore

But i'll never give up..i'll still wait for you..no matter how long it takes

What does he see in me?

Archiday Listen 2009

Together we made it possible!! =)

Congrats to all Aki47 studio 03 for making Archiday Listen 2009 a reality

Yours Truly,Yurika

Beautiful Nitemare

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You're the perfect lullaby...
What kinda dream am I in?

You can be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin' nowhere
Baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
So wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Stay by my side baby,now and forever
Don't let this feeling stop
Don't make me wake up from this beautiful nitemare i'm in
Cos this is the only way I can be with you


Yours Truly,Yurika

Together =)

01.Cam Whore together(because he likes to cam whore!! admit it baby =P)

02.Hold his hands

03.Hug him titely whenever i'm near him

04.Feeding each other =)

05.Go Travelling!! (oh yes this is a must okay honey)

06.Taking a walk along the beach(arghh)

07.Record our moments together so that it will never be forgotten

08.Cooking together in the kitchen

09.Spend our time together as much as possible

10.Growing old together

Baby,I want to full fill all this together with you.Lets make all this happen together aite?

I Love You Baby

Yours Truly,Yurika

My current favourite pic =)

Rian sent me this picture yesterday...he said, "sayang i tengah try hanta gamba b ngan baby" and i was thinking huh...since when i took a picture with him(perasaan pelik) =P....then along came a mms from him and i saw this pic...i was like awwwwwwww okay this is super sweet =) and wats even sweeter was he wrote "ni anak kita"...i smiled but sayang,our baby akan lagi chumel...dia akan jd the most cutest baby of all =D...It seems like you're already ready to have a baby huh...I'm sure you would be one awesome DAD sayang..seriously..Both of you look super cute in this pic btw =) Can't wait to have a baby we can call our own =P (hahahah lama lagi okay yurika...ish ish ish)

I Love You Sayang...chupps




Yours Truly,Yurika

Dear self...

Hates to be left all alone








Yours Truly,Yurika

Busyness is killing me especially when i'm not with my baby..i really really miss him badly..

Sayang you are the sweetest sayang..do you know that?

you never fail making me smile sayang...love you!!!




Deep in my heart i know you are the one for me baby,the only one








Yours Truly,Yurika

Current Mood : Missing my pretty yet cutey Baby

♥ ♥ ♥YOU SWEETHEART! :)

Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 10:00PM

Here is the Chinese name for Adrian

FRESH!

Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 4:13PM

If i had a single flower for every time i think about you,
i could walk forever in my garden
~Claudia Ghandi



Within you i lose myself, without you i find myself,
wanting to be lost again
~Alfred Tennyson



Absence from whom we love is worse than death,
and frustrates hope severer than despair
~William Cowper



The reason it hurts so much to separate is because
our souls are connected
~Nicholas Sparks,"The Notebook"



I think about you constantly, whether
it's with my mind or my heart
~Albany Bach Reid








AND THIS ONE IS FROM ME TO MY BELOVED BABY ..

I dropped a tear in the ocean.
The day you find it
is the day i will stop loving you

I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!
NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE YOU IN MY HEART







I MISS YOU BABY
HMM..









Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 10:26PM