The loneliness is tearing me apart, it tears me up



I hate loneliness like hell..all the silence is unbearable..
I feel like crying when am alone but i don't but in my heart
i feel lonely..






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Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 1:45AM

Baby,I love you

Baby thanks for spending your time with me
I really appreciate it sayang
Walaupun we do go through the ups and downs along the way
But its okay
I'm happy with u sayang
I know u know that right? =)
Baby,as i said before,nothing or no one can ever replace u my one and only Adrian Filzee
Till eternity k baby?
My love for u will never fade,it will only increase whenever i'm with u
I'm forever yours for eternity baby

P.S Sayang thanks for still being with me eventhough i do cause problems to u sometimes.Thanks for not giving up on me.ily sayang

Yours Truly,Yurika

Yes yes yes!!!

FINALLY!!!
After days without internet at home,finally i fixed the problem
Thanks tmnet guy(sorry i didn't ask for your name)
But seriously,thank you soo much!!!
now i get to be with my dearest adrian filzee =)
aaaaaaaaaaa i'm soo happy now
BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! yay we dpt skype!!! happy now? =D

Yours Truly,Yurika

Sydney blanketed by red dust

23rd sept 2009,Wednesday

Around 7 am-7.30 am

Sydneysiders have woken to a red haze unlike anything seen before by residents or weather experts, as the sun struggles to pierce a thick blanket of dust cloaking the city this morning.

It seems like we're in an armageddon movie only it's real.

The Harbour Bridge

The Harbour Bridge

Ferris Wheel at Luna Park


These above images were not edited.Would you say this event is scary or is it exciting as these events have never occured in Sydney before this.

Thank god the condition return normal on Thursday(240909)with a mostly sunny day, moderate to fresh westerly winds, and a top temperature of 23 degrees expected in the city.

Even though the air looks clearer, with so much excess dust around the air quality will still be considered very high to hazardous, which is why the NSW advise everyone to avoid being outdoors, but especially those who suffer from asthma or some kind of respiratory illness.

Yours Truly,Yurika

Note From Adrian Filzee

Sayang jangan tido k pls?

okay i'll try...tp x sabar nak skype ngan u..lama dah x skype..rindu =(

One day this will be a reality

What exactly will be a reality?

Riding a hot air balloon!! yes =)



Aren't they simply beautiful?
Although there are many forms and shapes of these hot air balloons,the classic ones are the best =)

I will make it a reality someday,somehow

Yours Truly,Yurika

Baby Ostrich a.k.a Dr. Grey

Hello there Dr.Grey,you look super cute and intelligent

Try imagining him wearing a pair of BIG glasses.That would definitely complete his look =)

Topography in the sky =)

Probably the most adorable creature on earth =)

For those of you who don't know what this is,it's called a sugar glider.Look how adoreable this creature is!!!It lives in forests and rainforests of mainland Australia, Tasmania, New Guinea, and some nearby islands. The Sugar Glider is around 15 to 20 cm in length, with a tail longer than the body and almost as thick as a human thumb, and weighs between 90 and 150 grams. The fur is generally pearl grey, with black and cream patches on the underbelly and black or grey ears.

The sugar glider is an omnivore which means it eats vege and also meat just like us.It licks on sweet gum from the acacia tree, sweet sap from eucalyptus trees, nectar,and small insects like spiders for instance.

I had a pair of these simply adorable creature but unfortunately.Someone it's either me or my brother Azman forgot to shut the cage properly. =( And yes you know what happens right? They ran away.Nowhere to be found.This is really sad but yeah no sign of them anywhere...i love them because they are super adoreable with their huge eyes and huge ears....oh and furry!!! =)

They are super expensive though..One sugar glider cost you about no less than rm350 but i'm planning on buying a pair..I have to work hard and start saving from now.yes someday i will get myself a pair of this sugar glider =)..

These are some cute pictures i got from the web..have a look =) Thanks to the person uploding this image...That is one adoreable sugar glider u got there =)

Okay admit it!!!They are simply irresistable !!

look at those innocent eyes..seriously!!! arrghhh..

Okay enough of my craziness for now..I will get these sugar gliders..yes i will.. =)

Yours Truly,Yurika

Salah Sambut Perayaan =P

hahahah...this statement was stated by my very own friend Faiz a.k.a Vel a.k.a Ketua biro makanan..and why did he say that? well because..today is raya and everyone out there is celebrating with eating ketupats and rendangs and bla bla bla...well everyone except me =p.. as for me and my family ate japanese food today...lol...yes Faiz ur right...salah sambut perayaan sudah...da la x g sembahyang raya,x main bunga api(this is because i'm scared of it) and most importantly makan mkanan melayu...hahahha...well i don't have that raya mood...whenever it comes to raya i just feel like all the other days i spend living on this planet..hahhaha...that would be all for today...thx for reading =)

P.S Baby u sure tgh having fun buncitkan perut u kan...heheh...

Yours Truly,Diyana Yurika

Believe it or not..ohh u better do alright =)

LEGO

I'm sure all of us have heard about it..how can we not right?it's our favourite childhood toy!! well it was for me..play-dough too =)

I can't even believe this is happening..my favourite childhood pastime is actually turning into cool gadgets!!

Yes people!!LEGO will be officially releasing their own lego gadgets...soon we will see them in markets..they have been on the market for some time now but not yet official..ohh i can't wait for it to be officially in Malaysia!!!



As we can see,there are cameras,USB flash drives,video recorder,mp3 players and even mobile phones!!

I would really like to get myself a USB flash drives and perhaps an mp3 player =)

Yours Truly,Yurika

An eye-opening project

This project is called 'melting men' by nele azevedo

Take a look at these pictures and and i hope that it will make us aware of what is actually happening to our world today






A brazilian artist nele azevedo, carved 1,000 figures out of ice
and placed them on the steps of the concert hall in berlin's gendarmenmarkt square.
with temperatures of 73 degrees fahreneheit, (23 degress celsius), the ice figures began melting
within half an hour. the project entitled 'melting men' was meant to bring awareness to the
world wildlife fund's warning, that melting ice could cause sea-levels to rise more than
3.3 ft by 2100.

I find this very fascinating.I love that the idea of artist making many small human figures out of ice..This shows how small the humans are in this world and when the ice melts,it shows that we will soon disappear from this world if we do not take any actions in what's happening to our earth now..This looks very simple yet it brings awareness and motivation to us all..

How i wished that this was shown to people all over the world so that is brings awareness to us all as it did to me..

Let us all take good care of our earth and make it a better place

Yours Truly,Yurika

Ever imagined a building moving by itself?

Architecture is evolving itself to a new era...its called dynamic architecture....

Lets take a look at this Dynamic Tower by David Fisher

The Dynamic Tower was designed by an italian architect,David Fisher and this building will be the world's first building in motion..it will be erected in Dubai,the city of the future by the end year of 2010..

With 80 floors, the building will be 420 meters (1,380 feet) tall. Apartments range in size from 124 square meters (1,330 square feet), to Villas of 1,200 square meters (12,900 square feet) complete with a parking space inside the apartment. Located in a prime location in Dubai, floors 1 through 20 will consist of prime office space, floors 21 to 35 will be operated as a Dynamic-branded luxury hotel, and floors 36 through 70 will be residential apartments, and the top tier of 10 floors will be luxury villas. Because of its unique concept, it is destined to become the most prestigious building in the city.

This amazing building would spin a full 360 degrees, at voice command, around a central column by means of 79 giant power-generating wind turbines located between each floor.it will take up to 3 hours to make a full rotation so this means you would not feel like an earthquake it happening while you are in the building itself.hahahah

It is strong enough to hold the floors in place, and will contain the building's elevators, which transport people and cars right to their door.How cool is that!?Imagine bringing your car with you to the 80th floor...wow!!

Okay i admit this is pretty cool..i wished i had a chance to stay in this Rotating Tower..Let it even be for a day would be a great experience for me..

BUT what happens if there is a hurricane or something which we are not able to handle?
What if it collapse?Wouldn't that be a waste?

I would like to visit Dubai someday when this tower is completed..Let us all hope this building will come true..

For those of you who are filthy rich and have no other things to spend money on,and you are intrested in staying in this awesome dynamic building,go on and reserve yourself a place in this building!!

His Highness Sheikh Mohammed Bin Rashid Al Maktoum, ruler of Dubai and Vice President of the United Arab Emirates, is considered by many to be a true visionary of the future.Dr. Fisher's dreams for the Dynamic Tower in Dubai were inspired by His Highness who said,
“Do not wait for the future to come to you…face the future.”


"This building never looks the same, not once in a lifetime"
David Fisher


Yours Truly,Diyana Yurika

GAMER

Gamer starring Gerard Butler was not as woahhh as i thought it would be...the whole technology thing and the guns and shooting and killing was amazing though....the ending?not that good...it was as if it was hanging...3 star rating for me...

Yours Truly,Yurika

announcement

Disini saya ingin mengucapkan ribuan terima kasih kepada kekasih saya,Adrian Filzee kerana telah meng-updatekan blog kami...sekian terima kasih

Yours Truly,Diyana Yurika

A SUPER SATISFYING MEAL!!!!!!!

Yes people...i had a super duper satisfying meal today....went to one utama after sending my brother to the dentist...planned on doing some so called raya shopping but na ah...didn't even brought back a single shopping plastic bags except for grocery shopping? why does mum enjoy so much buying food groceries..i have to tell her like a thousand times "mama,dah dah,da banyak dah ni...jom bayar...jom!!"....hahahhaha...but nvm...before the grocery shopping was like the best moment ever....we went to pasta zanmai to break our fast....fuhh lucky me..i found another nice place to eat...5 star rating!!!...the food was super excellent...price was not that expensive i guess...was quite reasonable...but the total bil was kind of like a wow...hahahha...total of rm127 sumthing...yeah again WOW...=P...well..i ordered a spagetti meat sauce omelette rice...mum ordered a cream coroquete with curry rice while azman..i forgot the foods name but it was like a beef steak finely sliced with rice....all three of us ordered a set meal so it came with miso soup and salad...as for the drinks we ordered a jug of ice lemon tea....tasted each others food and each of our meal was super satisfying...it was as if i was really in japan enjoying these food...the name of the restaurant was pasta zanmai but no we didn't order any pasta but even if we didn't the food was super tasty..repeat...super tasty!!!...as for dessert...azman and i wanted to try the banana chocolate parfait...okay we had to make up our mind...i wanted to order every single food in the menu but no i can't possibly do that rite?hahahahah....the dessert we ordered looked the most eye catching so yeah finally we made up our minds....after patiently waiting...there came the dessert...fuhhh...azman just can't wait to finish it..i know..but then i said "no wait!!!!!!!!!!tangkap gamba dulu!!!"(because i forgotten to take the pic of our food earlier...so i won't repeat the same mistake no more...no way)...we pose for a lil..then yeah...time to just finish it up...after a few minutes...there it was...nothing left but just an empty glass...hahahhaa....wished rian was there..i bet it would be fun to have him around me too...honey,someday i promise i'll take u there...i promise..=)

Yours Truly,Yurika

No buncit2 for me honey =P

This raya saya tidak mahu makan banyak2...hehheh..but i've been telling my friends to eat a lot so that they would gain weight when they come back fom the raya hols....hehehhe...yes i know...evil me =P....but think about it...when else can we eat all those ketupats and rendangs rite?hehhehe...as for me...i dnt really admire all those stuffs...i prefer something like...hurmmm probably like a banana chocolate parfait for instance =P....(which i ate earlier to celebrate my last day of puasa)...mcm lah saya puasa on this last day if u know what i mean..lol....nyways...i would stop blabbering for now and i would like to wish everyone out there a SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!!..This goes out especially to my baby Adrian Filzee...i love u honey....wished i could go tag along with u this raya but unfortunately x dapat soo baby je lah g buncitkan perut u k? x nak join...=P i'll just tag along by accompaniying u through the phone....remember baby...don't forget bout me while ur out with ur friends aite...ily soo much..mmmmmuahh =p

Yours Truly,Diyana Yurika

HARI RAYA

Hari raya has always been a time for me to feel low these years.
besides buying the baju melayu with my buddies without being accompanied by GF
(eh i forgot! baby still accompany me but through the phone) ;)

Haishh..
Going to Geylang would be such a heartache. Seeing families together.
The spirit of that is enough to bring me to knees.
maybe i'll just go to friend's house since i've already got a few invitations from them.
hmmm... baby!! i wanna go to your house n celebrate hari raya with you! ;)
we can eat as much as we want until our stomach bcme BUNCIT! haha


Lastly..



SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
FROM ME, ADRIAN FILZEE



yours truly, Adrian
8:11PM

love..love

Love has been the one of the greatest thing that happen ever since I had a rough time.
It's been something that i needed a long time ago.




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yours truly, Adrian
7:50PM

ANNOUNCEMENT

Dear Mr. Adrian Filzee,

Please do update our blog regularly

Thank You =)

can't wait

I can't wait to go back home to subang jaya because i can't wait to hear my baby's voice!!!!! aaaaaaaaaa......cepat lahh jumaat!!!! will not and never forget to pack my mic and earphone...

hahahha ok sounds mcm pathethic je but x kisah lah...im psyched!!!!

ily baby

I love you till the end will never happen for us both because there is no end for us both =)

Yours Truly,Yurika

Currently Missing HIM =D

i am missing this one guy

this one guy that never fails to be with me each and every day =)
this one guy who always brightens up my day when it gets all dull
this one guy who has been through thick and thin with me for this past 2 years
this one guy whom i will fill all his phone inbox when i can't go to sleep at night=)
this one guy which i would talk with for hours and hours without getting bored of hearing his sweet voice which i really miss
this one guy who does silly things and makes me laugh and laugh =D
this one guy i plan to spend my whole life with

yes this is the guy i've been mention-ing earlier

he is the best that i've ever had and i love him so much...i can't imagine my life without him by my side..baby im glad we're together..don't let this feeling stop baby

ily

Yours Truly,Yurika

FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!!

Hehehehhe...yes today's topic will be food =) yes people FOOD...Aten want to eat Yuri =) yes i know im delicious =P...fazzu and i are planning to cook today!!! yes!!! been waiting for this moment for sooo sooo long....i want to cook fried vege and fazzu is planning on cooking 'ayam masak merah' or maybe 'kari ayam'...yummy yummy.....fazzu is like my mum...always taking care of us all.be ah and me =)...she made baked marcaroni bfore i went back home to subang jaya...it was super duper yummy okay....so yes...i hope today's plan menjadi....i want to cook soo badly...miss eating vege...it's like my drug..my medicine =)okay...this end here...will update u guys more if the food MENJADI.......weeee~

Yours Truly,Yurika