How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard






Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 7:36PM

I MISS YOU,♥

I feel like running away from everything

Sometimes we get so furious over things..
Despite its small or big,we throw our temper..


He is the weirdest guy i've ever known & he's also got the weirdest way to make someone realise and the best advice from the bad situations..
He pops out something like 'wow,you're really having a bad time,having so much troubles,so much to think'..
I was spreading my words with temper all over his face without noticing it..
But when he pops that verse,he really make me felt bad..
He made me feel like im someone who can keep his troubles to himself and every little single thing that i don't like, i just voice it out like i' m some kind of nuisance...
Maybe to others it may seem that its a simple verse or maybe that i'm thinking too much..
But for me just something so simple means so much to me..


I'm left with so many question and a very unsatisfied heart..
Am i a person who cant handle my own problem??
Will i ever learn how to shut up that action speaks louder than words??..
I wanna walk the walk and not talk the walk..
I wanna be someone who is wise but i tend to spill whatever i know..
Maybe im not a responsible person..
I'm not responsible to make myself to be more mature..
Maybe im not learning enough..
What am i doing nowadays??
Am i spending my time living it worth or am i just stuck in the same spot??
Who am i??..
Will i ever be part of peoples who move mountains with just a word??
Or am i a burden to the society??
A simple verse made me think so much..
Maybe a little too much..
But i like his advise..

"I would prefer to tell me where im weak so i can learn and keep pushing forward ahead of life"

Anyway i owe him a big thanks,thanks Dad..
Although i don't really like u but somehow u make me realise something..





I Miss You...Dad









Yours truly, Adrian
Posted on 10:33am

♥ DIYANA YURIKA !!

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Evil Tebuan =/

An evil tebuan have sting my baby rian 2 days ago
It sting him between his thumb and his 2nd finger
but my baby is getting better now
I hope he will get better
I love you sayang
jahat gila that tebuan
luckily i x da kat sana if not siap laa dat tebuan
haish
Sayang,get well soon okay?

It's been how many weeks sayang since we last skyped?
It feels like ages to me
Although the internet connection wasn't like how we wanted it to be but yet
hearing his sweet voice never fail to make me smile
I bet u don't know that huh baby =P
yes i know we dpt ckp like 4 minutes max laa
saying hello hello to each other non stop
but it's okay
Rian never gives up calling and calling me when the call drops
this is one of the many reasons why i'm soo in love with him
he never gives up
no matter how hard,how stressful things get he never gives up
really can't wait to go home!!
Nak balik!!
Because that's the only time i get to spend my time with him
I can have him as long as i want to
that's the best part of going home

I love you sayang for every little thing you do for me

Trying My Best

Sayang,I'm trying my best to be what u want me to be

i love you sayang
i really do
trust me on this aite?
you're the only one for me and there is no single person that can ever replace you in my life because you are a part of me now

we do go through fights and arguments n bla bla bla but still
my love towards you will never fade sayang
this i promise you

sayang i really miss you and yes again i love you soo damn much

Yours Truly,Yurika